INDEPENDENT SHERIDAN SMITH

It's heart-breaking to see Sheridan Smith continually apologising to Twitter abusers for 'not being strong enough'

Amy Winehouse; Lindsay Lohan; Britney Spears - nothing appears to fascinate us more than a sensational rise to celebrity, followed by a dramatic or tragic fall - especially if its subject is female.

The actress Sheridan Smith is the latest victim of our morbid curiosity, having been subject to considerable abuse after announcing that she has been forced to pull out of her West End performance as Fanny Brice for the third night in a row.

Although it’s not certain exactly what has caused Smith to pull out, she has heavily implied on her Twitter that she feels mentally brittle and worn out. But regardless of the exact details, she is undoubtedly going through a terrible time. Her father, Colin, is gravely ill with cancer and lives four hours away, and she tweeted that she is simply “not strong enough” to do the show. She has described her role in the musical as an “emotional rollercoaster”, claiming that it feels like “doing a marathon every night”. She has also spoken of her struggles in the past; in an interview with the Telegraph in 2014, she spoke of a deep insecurity and “panic attacks before going on stage, because once the bigger, leading-lady roles started coming in I did feel like I would be letting people down in some way.”

Public reaction, especially on Twitter, has been incredibly obnoxious, with people calling her a “loose cannon nutcase” who should “just get over it” because she’s not “starving, homeless or disabled”. The lack of sympathy for her situation is deeply saddening. The insulting, ablest language used to lambast her, along with the constant reiteration of the idea that Smith should have to be physically suffering in some way in order to be truly unable to cope, reflects damaging attitudes, especially concerning the people we idolise. We have always demanded a huge level of self-sacrifice from our performers, and we are quick to forget that the mask of whichever character they might be playing - or as it is known in the trade, “Dr Theatre” - does not provide an automatic distraction from their own physical or mental suffering.

Smith’s reaction to the online abuse was to retaliate against these “vultures”, tweeting: “Come say your s*** to my face and see what happens”. Another tweet read: “I apologise profusely! Sorry, sorry, I’m not strong enough”. It’s deeply upsetting to read that she feels the need to apologise, and that she’s been forced to acknowledge her current emotional state as evidence of a personal fault, of an inherent weakness. But when both the media and her fans are constantly using this same language to shame her for her decision to temporarily take a step back in the name of self-preservation, it’s hardly surprising. 

Smith has described her role in the musical as an “emotional rollercoaster”, claiming that it feels like “doing a marathon every night”. Demanding she carry on when she's said she can't cope is beyond unreasonable